uwekkk…..
cheers to ally for typing a post for me…. huhu… terharunyer….
i’m typing this post while fighting against d nausea i had since yesterday…. x cukup ngn pitam, i threw up n had diarrhea…. today felt better but d nausea is still there… plus feeling weak, maybe coz of not eating much d whole day…
hmmm…. i’m worried abt my thesis actually… dua minggu x jumpe lecturer coz dun hav anythg to show her… well, 2mrw is d big day as i’m seeing her aftr my class (if i wake up early tht is…)….
1 comment February 11, 2009
azisha
ultimate boredemness
i thot living in a hse full of kids wud make me feel happy or get me excited… yeah rite! i cant believe how boring it is over here… no meetings, no frens to talk to late at nite at d cafe… feel so lonely at this hour… i cant believe i have to spent the rest of my final semester like this… i was so bored tht i actually asked a fren to update her blog so tht i wud hav somethg interesting to read besides my textbooks….
i hav no life here… i feel so dead… i’m losing all d skills tht i once developed in 2nd n now d only skill tht has improved is my typing… i can type faster thn b4… hooray 4 me!!!!
4 comments February 7, 2009
azisha
time management part 2
when i first got the news tht i didnt make it thru the internship, d first thing i thot was “maybe its bcoz i told her tht i wanted to do HR”… but i brushed tht thot away coz it didnt make any sense to me coz 1)i did say tht shell changed my mind 2)she cant be serious; i mean, i’m judged over a sentence?
i was telling a fren abt my experience in shell, she was quite surprised with the comments (on my weaknesses) i got frm there… she said its impossible…. n yeah, this gal did her intel interview quite well n i believed her… so she asked me to ask for my sv’s opinion since he was with me all d way during the internship… and guess wht?! the thot i had earlier on was true….
the reason why i created this post is bcoz of another fren who said tht she hates blaming herself for all of the things tht have happened 2 her… n i do feel the same way in this situation… u cant go on blaming others for things tht hav happened, it could always been u who started one situation to turn bad… just bcoz of wht i’ve said, all of my efforts went down d drain… so the next time whn i’m in an interview, i will only focus on my dream of getting d job in tht company first, rather thn telling the truth and nothing but the truth… n yeah, its true wht another fren of mine said back in miri, people dont always appreciate the truth….
1 comment October 20, 2008
azisha
time management
my oh my… my time management sucks BIGTIME!!!!
my thesis: i was suppose to test the circuit i proposed to my lecturer, but till today, i havent even build the circuit yet… i had a few circuit designs with me n ichose something tht was quite difficult to do…. now i hav to redesign it coz its kinda impossible for me to build tht circuit…. have to buy new components for it… man! n i thot i was ready for all of this after my internship… thts wht d HR from Shell said, ‘improve ur time management’….
speaking of shell, yeah, as expected, i didnt get d job offer… dayang was explaining a lot on my strengths but whn it came to my weaknesses, this is all she had to say:
1. u need to develop ur technical skills (i didnt really get her at this coz she was telling me tht one of strength is tht i had developed my technical skills in a new area)
2. u need to improve on your presentation skills and make sure the flow of your presentation is right (again, it was in the internship book where i read tht candidates wont be judged on presentation skills and abt my flow, jocelyn said it was good and a third party (who helped me with d slides, a shell staff) said the same thg as well.)
3. u need to develop ur persuasion skills; u should be able to convince people with ur ideas (i couldnt agree more, tht is somethg tht i dun hav)
4. u need to improve on ur time management and ensure that every task is done on time. (yep, u got me there!)
thats abt it… i was hoping she would elobarate as much as she did when she was explaining to me abt my strength… but no, that was wht she said to me exactly… so i thot, oh well, *** ***** ****!
now i’m having a headache coz i need to finish my project (a grp project) a send it by this friday… i feel kinda relieve tht i’m not in college coz i dun hav to get myself involved in too many things… i’ll only drop once in a while if there’s a meeting or somethg…. but sadly, i’l b returning after raya…. but i think i know wht r my priorities right now… studies come first… projects and assgnmnts related to my course come second, n yeah, college comes in third…
4 comments September 22, 2008
azisha
its been a while…
I have come to a point where I accept people as they are and not being too judgmental as I have met lots characters with different personalities throughout my life. I have learnt that I can’t change them and make them please me as I like them too. I can only change myself. In the midst of trying to change myself, I realized I can’t be as perfect as everyone wished me to be. As much as I try to avoid myself from being a hypocrite, at the end of the day, no matter what, I still end up thinking or saying things that make me look like a hypocrite.
Lately I’ve been a little bit more hardworking. I put in extra effort to finish up my assignments and study (of course it is not much I did when I was in PASUM). Yeah, I miss classes once in a while but I try to keep up. It could be because I’m a final year student and I wouldn’t want to graduate knowing that I didn’t give my best shot for my finals.
Yes, I believe those in college will seldom see me hanging around there. Well, its not because I’m being a complete nerd, but as most of you know, my internet adapter sucks, I need the internet badly right now for my assignments and extra research on my thesis and subjects. Finally got my wake up call, less college activities from now on. I believe that the new student committee will do their very best as they were chosen by our very in need of respect supervisors (should never ask people to respect you, if you deserve it, you will get it).
Well, got to study for microprocessor now. Till my next post, see ya!
2 comments September 15, 2008
azisha
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